Monday, September 20, 2010 ' 11:22 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥
Feeling damn weak now. Whole body trembling! Din ate anything for e whole day.. Jst a can of coke n greentea.
Some parents jst couldn't understand this simple logic. When they fall sick, e one who suffer e most will always be their children but not them. Yes, you may say that they are sick & we shld be mre understanding. But what's e point of being understanding when they dun even care for their OWN's health? Worst is, they can tell you that they've tons of work needs to be done! And they can't go see e doc until end of next month! WTF is this? So what e company hav a major event/function going on recently? The company jst won't collapse without you! You can't jst take MC or whatever shyts now becux most of e things are being organized by you? What kind of lame excuses is this?
Parents, are you guys trying to tell ur child that work is much mre important den ur own's health? The company can't operate without ur presence? So compare it with ur work & family, work comes 1st before ur family? Are you guys trying to pass this message to us?
Shealin Koh, hav you ever spare a thought for me? I'm not as strong as you think I shld be! I'm jst a girl without a father. All I'm left with is you & ahgong! Dun you ever think that i'll be worried? Dun you knw that how much you mean to me? San shu & Johanna's father death is a sign of warning. You might not need to be seriously ill or old. You can jst collapse anytyme anywhere! Not to say ur health hasn't been good recently. You can jst lose some1 you loved so much so suddenly!! So now what, dun wanna see doc when u're not feeling well? Not becux I threw my temper ytd, would you even go see doc? When e doc gave you MC to rest at home, who's e one who insist going back office to work & need other ppl to inform me that u're not feeling well & asked me to send you back to e hospital? You will be at Malaysia frm friday till next tuesday. What if suddenly you dun feel good there? Are they able to send you to e hospital on tyme? Can e doc there be trusted? If anything happens to you, is ur company able to compensate me a mom? The answer is NO!
What's e problem with me getting angry with you? Am I at fault in e 1st place? Why mst they sounded as if im ridiculous? Behaving like an unfilial daughter? Why isn't there some1 jst understand how I feel? What I fear most? Am I really that bad?
If you dun even care abt ur OWN's health, den why shld I be bothered? It's ur health, ur life, if you dun even wanna cherish ur life, den why shld I care?
Dun understand why im crying so badly now jst becux of you!
Do whatever you want in life frm now on! I no longer care!!! Your company needs a responsible staff like you. But tell you what, I dun need a irresponsible mom!! If I can treat ur son's dad dead ~ Guess what I can do to you? I'm warning you now, dun try me! Cux I swear im gonna make you regret for life!!
Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE!!! _|_
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 ' 1:22 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥
Dunno what happen to me recently, ytd night i jst told my mom off. If you cant tolerate my nonsense, den jst jolly well let me move out of this place. She gave me a look, den pretended she've heard nothing. WTF? Seriously, if you really cannot tahan my Princess-ss attitude, den jst let me move out! Simple as that.
Nothing much to blog recently. Wanna quit my job soon. But still gottcha endure at least another 6 months before I can throw that letter on my Director's table. Reason being, im too money minded! Another few more months to end this year. Meaning, bonus tyme! Next year January, hopefully, there's still performance bonus. So, no matter what, I can only quit after 2nd week of February 2011. Sigh~ Why waste my effort working OT for whole of June/July, and not getting what im suppose to get? Pathetic right?
Went to Crowne Plaza, Azur Restaurant, again last thursday. Met Steven (e Executive Assistance Manager) there, Mom asked him about e price per day for a suit room there. Might be heading down there to view e suit room and decide if I wanna spend my birthday there with my close ones. I mean my drinking kakis. Lets drink till I drop! LOLs~ If not, i'll be celebrating my bday in either Dragonfly or Shanghai Dolly or Doll House. Depends! All my usual drinking kakis will be invited.
Sisters, dun be offended. Like i've said in my previous post. Am getting sick & tired of everything. Dun feel like celebrating with problems and troubles. Anyway, most of you dun chiong/club and most importantly, dun drink. So, am dun think am wanna waste your precious tyme there doing nothing jst to attend my bday celebration. But no worries, those drinkerS, i'll definitely invite you guys to attend if im really celebrating my bigday in e club/pub.
Met up with Sindy laopo last wednesday at 313 for dinner. Had a really great catch up with her. The feeling is still e same. We can talk about anything, anywhere! Still my best drinking kakis! Wahahahs~ The frequency we had few years back. Its still e same. Jio-ed her for BKK trip too. Wahahahhas~ I've realize something, i'll jio e whole world out for holiday with me. But jst not my sister. Other den Fen. LOLs. Never once we had go overseas together before. Not even Malaysia. Okay, i've jio-ed Fen to taiwan before. But last min due to my godson, she cant fly with me. >.< Min also did book e tix to taiwan after hearing e air tix so cheap. Met up with her in taiwan for some chit chat and that's it.
Shouldnt it be a very happy trip if you're traveling with your sisters? I dunno. Cux i've never travel with them before~
