Blogging at e Hotel lobby now. Jst met up with Minmin. =)

Jst wanna say, I miss my Mickey. Wonder is he okay? Any1 rape him when im not at home. Is my darling Belle alright? Wonder did she bully my Mickey?!? Hehehhes..

Im happily enjoying my life here in taiwan. Got to knw new friends here. Friendly & fun~ Going to sing K with them or rather her on 1st July. Hehehhes..

Oppa's birthday!!! x33 x33 x33

This is only my 5th day in taiwan & im spending like nobody business. Wahahahas~ Im left with not much cash with me now. LOL! E worst thing is, my luggage is FULL!! OMFG!! There's still lots of things I haben buy. How? Charm~ Sure die! Hahahhas.

Went to 85 degree C ytd with Min & Vic to La Kopi. Send her back to hotel ard 3.30AM? LOLs~ She mst be damn tired. >.<

Not forgetting my Ng FenFen~ Miss her like hell. Especially her nonsense!!! Roar~ LOLs~ Nth much to blog too. So shall end my post here. ^^v Update agn on 1st July ba~ If I still rmb!! Wakakakaka~

Oppa, Happy Birthday in advance!

Currently enjoying this show in taiwan~ Oh My Lady! Even though i've alr watched it online, but its a nice show to watch agn when there's nth for you to do in e hotel's room. =)

Night guys~

A feeling that cant be explained.

I've read tt email early in e morning. Tears jst roll down my cheeks unknowingly. An unexplanable heartache was all I can feel. I din reply to tt email, becux im speechless. Both of us arent feeling good today. Your facial expression shows it all. Im sorry.

We met up today, with e others. E atmosphere was kinda weird for me. & I couldnt make myself feel comfortable there. Words are nvr Expensive. I always believe in this. Its not ur fault, neither its mine fault. Jst that, when things happened, diff people hav diff point of view & stand.

Its unfair for me to judge, its unfair for u to be sandwich in between. I choose to keep quiet, in order not to add on burden to u. I've tons of things to blog about this. But I find it meaningless.

I wanted to tell u how I feel, but all I saw, was ur backview. & so, I turned n walk away.

Can you imagine, I was looking at ur phone number e whole night. Without any courage to phone/text u. Becux you dun deserve all these shyts of mine. You're innocent from e very beginning. So I've decided, to keep u in e dark. To lock my feelings in my heart.

I'll reply to that email, once im able to communicate with e world agn. I've been isolating myself with e world for so long. I need some tyme. To learn e basic agn. Its easy to lock e heart, its hard to find e key to unlock it. I hope u understand.

Once again, im SORRY ! ! !

Got a surprised msged from Fen last week! Seriously, that small lil msg really makes my day so damn colourful. Damn stress recently, be it work, family or even sisters. Hah, many mst be wondering what kind of stress Im having with my sisters~ Shall slowly disclose it in my post today.

I've been debating with myself whether to blog abt this matter or not. Since this is my blog, & I shouldnt hide anything here, cux this is my territory. I think there shouldnt be any problem with my post today.

Dear sis,

I dun knw if you feel e same thing as I do, but if you ever realize, we're drifting further away frm each other. We were once e closest! & you even assured me before (few years back) that i'll still be ur best n closest no matter what. Even we arent meeting up as often as before.

Im starting to have this feeling, im losing you. Sooner or later~ Like totally. In others' eyes, we might still be e same as before, but my heart no longer feel e same. The feeling is nvr e same as before anymre. We were once a grp, or rather, still a grp of 3. Even till now~ But now, im mre close with e other 1 den you~

You once told me, we shared no secrets. You'll always be there for me & support me no matter what. Me & "her" both rank e same in ur heart. But ever since "some" things happened. Frm my point of view, u're not with me anymre. I dun knw how many tymes u've helped me to explain things to e others like, "Jess is always like tt, you shld knw her character well~" or even "Jess dun mean it tt way~ I apologize on her behalf!" Seriously, I dunno if u've ever said this before to any1 or not. Cux you nvr told me abt things like this before.

I no longer think & feel im ur no.1~ I dun need to be ur no.1, but all I want is e feeling n chemistry we used to hav. A frequency whr no1 could understand.

We used to meet up with each other for shopping or lunch/dinner often. You used to msg me silly & stupid stuffs to disturb me. But now, e only tyme i'll received ur msg is either when WE sisters are meeting up or you when need my help/assistance.

I knw im getting closer n closer with e another sister. But tt doesnt mean u're being forgotten. When i've gd stuffs, u're still e 1st who come into my mind to share things with. When I saw something u might like, i'll take n pay for e item without any hesitation. But all these doesnt matters anymre. Cux im slowly learning how to isolate myself with others.

*END of my own THOUGHTS post* (Kindly read & ignore e above post, as this post is only for me, myself & I)

Dear Fen,

Jst read ur blog. Dun cry anymre. Sayang~ Sorry, im having my peak period now. Cant meet you as often. But you can always call me to talk to me whenever you want. Jst like before. Guai~ Love Love!!

& also I wanna scold you liao. You msg me say u wanna meet me go out on sat. End up! You nvr msg me!!! Roar! >.< LOLS~ Jst kidding. I knw u're busy with ur wedding stuffs. Im jst a call away. Jst let me knw if you need my help!

Shall continue my post other days bah! When I hav e mood to do so~

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