27April2010 (once & for all)

A tiring yet happening day~ Went office to clear some work & also to key in tymesheet in e early afternoon. LOLs~ Din had my breakfast nor lunch as there isnt any food I can eat, all thanks to my lovely stitches. No oily food, no deep fried food, no spicy food, no dark soya sauce or seafood, blah blah blah~

Having PMS too. So was throwing temper e whole fking day. Left office ard 4pm. Seriously not feeling well as my wounds & ulcer hurts! Fen called, asked me to meet her at Marina Sq as she's trying her wedding gowns & need some opinion. Bused dwn to look for her. Jst when I reach, all e aunties (e staffs of e bridal shop) was looking at me. Asking me, what happen to me? I was like, huh? Oh, I nearly fainted in e toilet & jst fell dwn like tt loh. Their reaction was, WTF? Xiaomei, you fell until so 厉害 ar? LOLs.

When it was WeiJie's turn to try his vest, Fen actually told me about her plan of her ROM & wedding dinner, blah blah blah. Told me about her decision who will be her bridesmaids everything. Almost settled everything. Only left with e themes of her ROM & wedding. And Fen went back to try her gowns again. Took some pictures of e pretty bride & e handsome groom. Hahahas~ Opps~

Gave Fen some opinion & when we were about to leave tt place, Fen borrowed my iphone to log in her Facebook. The next moment she grab me & say : "Jess, she deleted me in fb!" My reaction was, huh? Maybe my iphone got problem lah. Dont think so much lah. I log in my fb & check for you loh. WOW~ To my surprise, I was being deleted TOO! LOLs~ Felt hurt? Abit bah, maybe 20%? Nah, not tt much though. Hah! Hurt becux? Someone who u called sister for almost 8 years jst deleted u like this. Ima human! At least, I've feelings~

Btw, am not trying to show my authority towards her. But, please show some respect. I dare to post it in my fb, im not afraid tt you'll see it. So what? Do you think I care? Remember? Jess, well known for "you think she care" attitude & especially her sarcastic remarks. I did not ask Min to delete e recipe without your consent. Its none of my business~ I was jst telling one of e blog owner to delete it away. Mst I seek ur approval to take dwn tt recipe in ur blogshop? When you din even have e courtesy to ask for my permission in e 1st place. I knw im selfish~ So what? ~.~ You see arr, even when you're using other ppl's blogskin, you also will give credits to e owner right? Simple logic, dunno how to understand meh? =.=

Regarding e 二人组, please dont drag innocent ppl in & classify her in e same group as me. I sounds bad, I seems bad, I might be a btych or even a slut. I dont give a damn. But be fair to her. You are e one who said e wrong things in e 1st place to make her upset. Mine is becux im being selfish & do not wish to share e recipe with others. 2 different things & you jolly well lump them together. WTF?

I used to say, my blog, my rules. You obey! Not happy? Jst leave this place. Sometymes I really do wonder, does short ppl really have lower IQ & EQ? O.O I dunno. Guys, if you knw e answer. Please let me knw. LOLs~ My point of view, please dont drag innocent ppl in again & classify them in e same group with me. Like, AGAIN!!!

Ohs, you always need to tolerate with our "jokes" & also tio shoot by "us" or rather ME! Hahahas~ Its not becux when we arent happy with what others say we can throw temper & show attitude. Is becux we can tahan what ppl say about us. Or rather not us, but ME! You arent good with words, this is always e excuse my poor friend tells me. The problem here is, you arent good with words & ur reaction arent tt fast enough to react & shoot us back. But tt doesnt means we cannot tahan ur bullets! Blame urself for being WOLS! Tsk!!!

Should I blame myself for being too fast in reaction when ppl tends to shoot e bullets at me? Or should I blame my gift from god tt my words are sharp & harsh enough to shoot through ur bulletproof vest? I knw my words are always very poisonous & harsh! But, its a gift frm e god. I cant do anything but to accept it. ^.^v

For e HongGan thinggy. I've already apologize to you. I din knw it was ur Mum's bday celebration. I thought you were jst having a normal dinner appointment with ur friends. And yet you can tell me you can only reach around 9? So you expect me to miss my concert & to squeeze all e way out jst to bring e tix to you? Ridiculous right? If I were to knw its ur Mum's bday celebration, tt words wouldnt have come out from my mouth. I swear! I've already did what I can. I apologized straight to you when Joan told me its ur Mum's bday celebration & you accepted it. I did my part. And if you wanna 记仇, there's nothing I can do anymre.

You said it would be better if we werent friends from e very beginning. And I knw you wont regret what you've said. And I truly hope tt this day wont come! Neither will I regret to lose a friend like you. Since 8 years of friendship can be so fragile/weak. I dont think there's a need for me to hold on to this friendship too.

All e best to u, my dear EX-friend!!!

And THANK YOU VERY MUCH readers for spending ur precious tyme to read this post! =)

Seriously, I really cant take it anymre. I really feel like moving out now! & I mean it NOW!! People, when you are smoking those nbcb Indian ciggs, please lah.. CCB!! Dont come into e aircon room straight lah. I makes me feel so gangkor esp when Im not feeling well. CCB! The whole room is so damn fking smelly lah.

Worst, when Im sleeping, this barbarian jst came into e room speaking damn loud like no others business I WANNA WATCH E TV! Fuck lah! Is this even ur room now? Cant you see that im sleeping? Are you that old till there's a need for you to go for checkups for your eyesight? I knw I sounds sibeh duper mean! But, this is really ridiculous man! Even though im moving out of this place in a few months tyme, but mst I always tolerate to all these nonsense each & every tyme? So what he's an elder of mine? That doesnt means he can show no respect to others.

Been feeling unwell for e whole day. Not to say am having PMS now!

By e way, I fell dwn last Saturday (24April2010) again. Like AGAIN!!! WTF? Alright, wasnt feeling well since last Thur. Dragged myself to work on Fri & went home straight after work. Sat morning, woke up & went to bathe. Due to hot weather. Kan si lang eh HOT! Anw, my huse heather was spoiled for almost a month? And still not fixed until now. Went bathe! Nearly fainted & e next moment, I was alr on e floor. Very obvious I fell down again! Hahahahs~ Saw blood damn fking lots of blood, I tot it was my mouth bleeding. So went to rinse my mouth & continue showering. Until I touched my chin & realized there's a FKING BIG HOLE there. I can put my whole finger (place ur fingers horizontal)in, its a 2 cm deep cut. Hais~ Kan suay sia!

Mommy & ahFat sent me to Changi General Hospital A&E. Was being forced by e nurse to sit on e wheelchair throughout. Spent my whole afternoon in e hospital. Doc wants me to go for Xray. After Xray, e doc told me that my cut was so deep that they cant glue e wounds back for me. So that means, I've got to stitch e wounds back. Waited outside e Operation Theater for more than 45mins. OMFG! The OT Room was so cold sia. The nurse actually gave me 2 blankets & im still shivering like mad. At first I tot I was jst being too nervous. But somehow, e doc also commented it freezing cold inside. Had 5 stitches and went to Counter 11 for another injection. ATT? Dunno lah! After jiu went home le! Sigh~

To Be Continue.. ...

I've no mood to blog at all, but I jst wanna type/rant something here. Am only human, jst like anyone of you. Am nothing special, not as if im having 2 brains to think, or even im gifted in e way I can read ur mind easily or to knw what's gonna happen/happening.

Many may knw what im referring abt, some may not even realize what's going on now. After I heard what happened, I've already did whatever I can. But yet, if you still choose not to forgive & forget, there's nothing I could do & am lazy to say anything anymre.

To You :

I jst wanna let you knw, no matter what happens, you will still have us with you. Dont worry abt him, he'll be fine! The only thing you can do is to give him ur full support. Dont stress up urself. You can always talk to me. =) Im always here for you. All e sisters will always be there to wipe ur tears away. I may not be able to help, but I can always give you a big hug. You're not alone~ Remember this!! Loves~ <3

Im tired, but I jst couldnt get to sleep now. Seems like somethings are bothering me. But am totally have no idea what's bothering me now. PMS? Maybe?!? Cux gonna lai ang soon. Gonna go rest soon. Night peeps~

Alright, I know I super long nvr blog liao. & I saw lots & lots of spider webs around. *brush brush*

Anyway, I've nth much to update recently. Jst tt im being god damn real sick this few days? Or rather this week. Monday was on leave, as we need to go to Lim Chu Kang cemetry for QingMing prayers. Den off to SinMing Rd (GuangMingShan) for prayers too. Home-d after tt. Was having fever on e way to Lim Chu Kang. Tue, was on MC. Wed went back to work. Really bth & came back ard 4pm? Sigh~ Thur went to see e doc again before my lunch tyme. DOc gave me 2 mre days of MC.

Seriously, I think tt e doc wants me to die. E medicine he prescribe seems to be so strong tt I always KO-ed after eating e medicine w/o fail. & I've been feeling so breathless & giddy every now & then. Arrrgghh.. Im blogging using my bro's comp & I simply jst HATE e keyboard. Kan hard to type. Update mre when my dearest Lappy is back with me.

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