Saturday, February 27, 2010 ' 7:12 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥
Sigh~ Tml will be AhGong's 80th Birthday. Yet almost every1 are moving out tonight. I seriously dunno what to do & what to say.
AhGong wanted all his grandchildren to stay with him. But his attitude n temper are chasing them off. Or maybe its my fault? Becux I blog those things out here & they happen to read it? I dunno. Jst feeling some sort of guilty. If im part & partial of it. Dun think they will turn up for tml celebration. Esp Zen.
AhGong's health been getting from bad to worst. Yet he still wanna chase all of them out. Is it becux when those elder gets older, they behave in a very childish way and also say things without thinking? 说也不是，骂也不是！What he wants? Sigh!!!
Stress, Edward work so hard to make sure every1 of us are by his side. Staying under e same roof with him. But I seriously dun understand why mst he behave in that way & say those crude words to them. Sigh~
Now Mom is also very angry with AhGong & also wanna move out. Sigh~
Roy bro is also in deep trouble now. Sigh~ Everything is happening at e same time.
** If e reasons of them leaving this place is becux of what I complaint in e previous post, den I rather all come back & I shall move out alone. At least e majority are still with him.
Or maybe, by not getting affected by all this things anymre, e ONLY way is to keep a distance away from them. From all my loves1, my cousins n many many mre. Its ve3ry easy to keep a distance away from them. Jst shut up, jst leave this place, jst skip all gatherings e family is having. By behaving e way I used to behave e previous time when I was having problems with my relatives. Maybe tt will helps. By seeing all your loves1 quarreling and leaving this huse. Why not, let them suffer this kind of feelings instead of me suffering?
From now onwards, I shall jst keep quiet & make no comments to everything. Not gonna help out or kaypo abt anything anymore.
I SHALL JST LIVE IN MY OWN WORLD FROM NOW ON!!!
gdBYe family, gdBYe reality world~
