Friday, December 4, 2009 ' 10:58 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥
Nothing to do at work, so went tw.yahoo.com to check on my mails. Suddenly have e urge to key in xia0qigui & search, jst curious wat will come out in e end.
To my surprise, I saw this link~ its OMY.com.. .... Lazy to copy & paste e link here. This fellow, commented on my xia0qigui's blog in omy website. Din expect my name to be appeared in tt website anyway.
Since I already requested OMY staff to del all votes on me during the competition for Best Blog. Cux some(S) people went to vote like 7-800 votes for me in a night! Horrible!! LOLS~ Was feeling damn paiseh lah! Lucky I change e blog address le~ Only me & .. ... knws e new url.
Use my omnia & went to read all my previous post! Was damn shock!!! I used to be a very cheerful + happy go lucky girl. Though most of my "recent" posts are blog in a very sacastic & angry way. But way before all those quarrels we had, be it 大哥 or 小哥. Or even with HIM~ I used to be so happily in love~ I used to smile everyday~
But now, even though im smiling to evy1 of you evy single day, I jst dunno why. I jst couldnt find e feelings back. Happiness is no longer with me. I can no longer feel e happy go lucky girl living inside me. Things changes on my bday last year~ Or rather, months before tt. Or even after March, when everything happened at e same time~ F4
Where's e happy girl? Any1 seen her recently? Is she doing good? I doubt so~
I realized, I no longer have e courage.. ...
I wanna be happy, but it seems so hard! When my whole heart is filled with .. ...
ugnissimmi
=) - who understands the meaning of this smiley face?
过去甜蜜的笑容
它是否依然存在
（这是我写的歌里，最后的一句话。我的笑容，它是否依然存在~）
