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Monday, November 30, 2009 ' 2:29 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

Finally, Belle is back ! ! ! But she's injured!!! >.<

I seriously dunno how long she went missing. I only realized tt she's not in my room when Im back from Prime Mart.

After watching my show in utube, I went 7-11 to grab some drinks for myself & also to slack outside alone for awhile. I need some fresh air~ When im back, ahFat called. Say korkor wan some cereal. So went home and headed to 7-11 agn. E 7-11 nearby my huse dun seems to sell cereal, so I went to Prime Mart alone. [i LIKE, cux I can slack outside ALONE for a longer time.] & when im back home, mommy ask me to go check Zen's temperature as he's not feeling well. Went Edward's room to wash e thermometer, and go check on Zen's temperature.

Back to my room, realized Belle isnt inside e room. & I dun rmb seeing her in Edward's room, living room & ahGong's room. Ask Roy went over to his room to double check is Belle in his room. That's when we found out Belle went missing! _|_

All of us went out to look for her, & I went to make police report. _|_ This is no joke! We had 2-3 bicycles riding ard our area to look for her. 1 car - YRV, and at least 2 ppl searching for her.

Called Fen, wj ans-ed. She's in her lala land alr. Kup e phone with wj without telling him what happen. I really dunno what to do as the police did told me some1 actually made a police report saying some1 saw a white dog and is injured. Sigh~ Msg-ed Fen. Really need some help. & she called back. Wanted to ask her to help me look for Belle ard her area, but listen to her voice, she sound so tired. & i gave up e idea. As e police also said tt Belle was last seen ard our area. Hang up e phone with Fen & she send me a msg to sayang me.

Soon after receiving her msg, police called. We found ur dog!!! Thanks god!!! GuanYinMa & whoever it is~ Phew.. ...

Rushed to e police station. AhFat n gangs are all there already~ Belle look so scared! Gave her treats and e police requested for my particulars. So I also din have time to check on Belle's injury. Since e guys are all there to check on her~ After tt Belle took YRV home while I cycle back. As Roy, tt cb!!! Jst leave his bicycle outside e police station n went off with ahFat. _|_

Sigh~ What a happening night!!! >.<

That's all for Belle's story~

& now, here's mine!!!

I dunno why, I jst need some time alone. But its impossible to have some time alone at home!! Hmmm, okay, there's still some time alone at home! Not impossible. When im showering, tt's e only time alone loh! =.=''

The feeling jst sucks! & I dunno how to express it!
我的不开心能跟谁说?可是,每当朋友问起,我却说不上来!
有些事,我还是不能敞开心胸的和他们说。
就连最要好的朋友,我也说不出口!!!



Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ' 12:26 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

Im feeling damn "fk-up" now. I dunno how to describe this feelings. But I jst dun feel good. Im not happy.. AT ALL ! ! ! Sigh~ >.<

Maybe period coming? I dunno. This has been bothering me for weeks~ This feeling sux!!! I hate it, but cant help thinking abt it~ There's too much things I wanna say, I wanna voice out. But I can only say it out, 1 by 1. Sigh~

When your love ones dun even realize tt something has been bothering you. What can you do? Even when they ask, will you tell them what happen to you? My ans is NO! So save ur trouble.

When it comes to family, these problems always made me speechless. & all these things always causes me to quarrel with my mum without fail. There's times I really feel so useless at home.

When it comes to love, i choose to keep quiet. Cux no matter how, what inside my head now, is something IMPOSSIBLE. [X-xs] [東城衛]



Monday, November 23, 2009 ' 9:59 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

我的不开心,到底有谁会知道?



Thursday, November 12, 2009 ' 11:06 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

Listening to 不能不想她 ; 最温柔的悬念 ; 舍不得放手 !now, By Danson~ 唐禹哲 ~

E mre I listen to these songs~ E mre I wanna CRY!!! >.<

Sigh~ f3/4

ps : 岑经岑经,有人送我这首歌,《不能不想她》, 如今,这《些》首歌却让我好想哭~



Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ' 11:48 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

e sharp pain is back!!! frm ur heart, to ur hand den lastly, ur fingers~ _|_

its hard to describe e pain.. its like electrical shock! its e same pain i encounter 1 month ago~ Yet to visit e doc for my blood & dunno wat test. Im so afraid of needles tt I dun think im gg for e test. Sigh~



Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ' 1:04 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

What's happening to me? Nose bleeding in progress AGAIN!!! 2 times in a day liao~ Kan Shag!!! Nnb~ >.<



Sunday, November 8, 2009 ' 1:58 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

我。。 。。。 还是很不开心~

我心里想的是谁,对你很在重要吗?

不够睡~ 唉!!! 很累~

有好想发脾气!!!

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



' 1:08 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL AFTER READING MY TAGBOX!!! >.<



Friday, November 6, 2009 ' 3:13 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

Nose bleeding in progress~ Im feeling so sick now!!! E feel of wanna vomit, SUX!!! _|_



Thursday, November 5, 2009 ' 6:16 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

This post is specially dedicated to Ms Ng XiaoFen!

Im really blogging in office now. Its a 100% chop kena black listed move. As you ppl are aware tt we cant access to blogger or blogspot in my office. But now, they unban everything now. Jst to capture your name into system and issue you warning letter once you go into those websites. But limbus bo hiew~ Cux this is a very urgent post tt needs to be posted up NOW!!! Look at e timing now! its only 6.20pm!!! Im really blogging in e office!!! I dun really care abt tt stupid warning letter anymore~

HOLY SHYT!!! I realized I forgot to thank some1 super duper important on my previous post! WTF? I rmb I wrote short msg to her in tt post. Cux im blogging in office. How can I forget her?

MS NG XIAO FEN aka MY SEXSLAVE

Im so so sorry to forget to thank you on my bday post. I rmb I did wrote msg to you! Really! >.< Sis, really appreciate everything you’ve done for me. When im feeling dwn, you will rush dwn to my huse or meet me at Mac to cheer me up. No matter hw late it is. (Im so so SORRY!) When I quarreled with my family, you will always be e 1st to sayang me. Even if you’re with Wj, you’ll still come find me during weekends~ Jst to keep me accompany~ Really really thks a lot!

Thanks for planning e bday surprise for me. I really like e Mickey very very much! Been hugging it to sleep every night~ I really din expect to see e girls at my “doorstep”. LOL! & thanks for rushing all e way dwn to ION jst to buy me my fav ROYCE chocolate to cheer me up. ^^v~

We aren’t tt close with each other last time. Or shld I say, Hi, Bye frenx? But now, we’re so close with each other tt, I also cant believe it. Its hard to tell you hw close we are now. But e feeling is jst so.. … Amazing~ We share e same frequency most all e time, we catch each other joke easily. We enjoy playing MJ with each other. I wont say we share all our secrets with each other. But e feeling is, we’ll tell each other our problems. We’ll share e problem with each other most of e time.

We always have e same frequency. Be it jokes or when we encounter some problems. Or even when we happens to read something or work tgt, or dislike some asshole~ LOL!

We share e same BAD HABIT too~ >.< hiakhiakhiak~

Some of you may say, aiyah, if I were you, I sure dui xim gua, why we dun get to knw each other better earlier. I wont say tt. I thanks god for giving me such a wonderful frenx at this timing. We cant go back to e past. So we will cherish time n memories with each other frm now on. Rmb, we still got to go Vivo to shop 10 years ltr? Hahahahs~ Tt’s our deal~

Sis, congrats to you on passing your TP~ Can send me go take my FTT liao~ I dun mind lend you “my” car~ LOL!!! I will ask ahFat pass me e key! LOL! Den we can go hacvor tgt~ Hehehehs


Shyt me, how can I forget to thank her for what she had done for me. Im such a failure sis~ >.< Im feeling so guilty.

Sexslave, will you forgive me?







THAT LADY

Jesslyn is all u need to knw~
ima-bytch
27oct`89 - 22yrs`old !!
im not as sweet as u think, so dun mess with me~ im warning you!
Martell is not my fav, but definitely my BEST FRIEND~
jst leave me alone, if u dun LOVE me ..
To be continued here ..

SHE WANTS

MICKey, mickEY & mre MICKEYSSSS ~
최강창민
More time with my bytches
MORE sense of security
new tops/bottoms
Heels/boots
iPhone 3GS
iPhone 4
Samsung Galaxy S
Gucci "Lovely"
LV neverfull
Dior wallet
Dior new edition wallet
HongKong Trip ! Again ! *hehehees*
Taiwan Trip ! Again ! *shopping*
Korea Trip !!! *PJS* ♥
More $$ for me to shop =P
To be with my LOVES one!
i jst wanna be love-d ♥

SCREAM;TALK






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