Monday, October 19, 2009 ' 8:16 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥
Hmm, i actually blog alot last friday. But end up, i din post it up nor i save it in e draft. Jst simply del it away! & tt’s a fking long long post leh! >.< Here I am now blogging in e office, but cant post it up. Due to some fk-up reason. My company actually bans almost all website. Including blogger, blogspot, ebay, facebook & worst dictionary.com! Now, they un-ban all websites. Meaning, if you Google, and accidentally click on e link which will link u to any of e website above, ahahahahha~ G-G You're gonna be blacklisted by e company & even kena warning letter. They are all digging e hole waiting for u to fall into their trap. Damn CB right? If you dun wan ppl to serve those websites, kindly jst block everything. Stop doing so childish stuffs! Btw, I dun even knw why they wanna block e website dictionary.com! Cux my colleagues have been complaining to me abt this. =.=
Feeling damn tired these 2 days! Been joining Edward for his Night exercise since saturday night. Damn shag! Whole body aching now. Too long nvr exercise liao. He gave me an option. If you dun wanna run, you can always ride e bicycle. Good right? But too bad, limbus dun knw how to ride a bycicle! Nb!!! Okay lah, i knw how to ride, but i can only ride on straight roads. & I mean Roads! not those small squeezy bycicle track. Nononono.. ... I cant balance well. Sigh! So I got to run. If you ever knw me well. Im those kind who hates to run!!! Mrs Sheena Xu mst be laughing non stop now!!! ROAR!!! F5
Happy Birthday, Joan Tan Xiu Xiu~!~!~ (in advance) Hehehehehs~
Yesterday went Baobei huse for steamboat. An advance birthday celebration for her. God damn holy shyt! Tt stupid Wilson, dun even knw how to tell lies/keep secret! LOL~ Anw, I enjoyed myself alot ytd night. Having great times with my bytches~ I need mre of these gathering. But, please ppl! Stop forcing me to eat. Hhahahas. Gonna meet Boabei for lunch tml afternoon during our lunch hour. Fen will be joining us too. Yet to decide what to eat. But Im craving for Gelare's salad/waffle! Opps~ Waffle is fattening! Hmm, mst change venue! Baobei & Fen, please think of some other places to eat >.<
Shall continue to blog ltr, need to work liao. Sigh, its only 10am now! Work is so torturing to me now~
Im back here to continue my post. Woowhoo~ Boss approved my leave on 26th Oct (PM) & 27 Oct!!! Finally can have a gd gd rest. =D While working, was listening songs using my w980. There’s this song I find e lyrics super meaningful! & im having this feeling, if Wilson were to read e lyrics. For sure he’ll say nice1. LOL! Hahhhahas~
Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
***Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
***
‘Cause I got over you.
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.
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Woah, damn shag! Slept at ard 5am last night & woke up at 7.30am! Nubus! Hmm, feeling so excited now. Cux Saturday is coming~ Keyaki! Hehehehhes~ Anw, im not gonna organize anymre surprises. Damn tiring! LOL. & due to some nbcb fk-up reason. Some may knw why. My birthday is drawing damn near. & im not even excited. =.= Dun even plan to celebrate with my family members too. >.< Mummy said this year very xiong for her & Roy. So both of them got to celebrate bday. Meaning, this year not xiong for me. So I dun need to celebrate. LOL!!! I jst need a gd rest! A shopping spree for myself. But! Fat hope. Cux im only getting my pay on e 28th of every mth. & my bday falls on e 27th. There goes my shopping plan. Guys, no surprise frm you ppl. Every year when I celebrate my bday, I’ll either quarrel with my bytches or boyfriend. >.< 2 years ago, I sort of quarreled with Angel. Cux she thinks tt I dun really appreciate e surprise she & min`er prepared for me. Which is a Ben & Jerry ice cream + brownie. Sigh, during tt time, only min`er, baobei & some of e girls there knw abt my story. & I jst recovered frm my depression. >.< Only they knw how torture it is to me to swallow dwn tt Ben & Jerry’s ice cream. But still, I manage to eat ¼ of e ice cream + brownie. I really appreciate it a lot. >.< But Angel claims tt I dun look surprise at all. >.< Baobei, came with Liyan super duper late! & claims tt their late arrival was meant to be a surprise for me too. But too bad, no surprises frm them. But tears! I cried badly tt night! Nabus~ LOL!!! & all of my friends claims tt ima bad girl. For not accepting Albert, yet I still accept his “diamond” necklace! KNN!!!
Last year, days without my bytches. So I happily thought tt history wont happened agn. Who knws, I quarreled with my boyfriend! Kena “fk-ed” by him on my bday. All I got frm him tt day was, scolding, scolding & scolding + attitude. Last but not least, a bday wishes frm him. F3/4 Pathetic huh?
Now you knw e reasons why I refuse to celebrate my bday this year? When all e bytches are back tgt, & my relationship status now is still so-called “attached.” Cux none of us said e word brk up. You ppl mst be thinking there’s something call silence brk. But, I dun like tt. Imagine e 1 you love suddenly gone mia & u’re waiting for him/her stupidly. Suddenly when he/she is back, he/she told you tt he/she treated ur relationship as silence brk? Tt’s very bad! So, nononono~
Went to visit e doc last wed. Not very gd news. >.< E stupid doc sounds so serious tt im actually quite afraid of what he told me. Cux he looks & sounds fking serious abt it. ~.~ Doc advise me not to stress myself too much. Mst relax~
Ohh yeah~ It’s 17:30 now~ Woohoo! Can go back rest liao. Hmmm, but before tt, mst go shop present for baobei 1st. Tt stupid arcade refused to sell me tt Tiger.
Tml 吃什么好呢？Girls, we meeting 12:30pm @ somerset MRT station. Dun be late. As we still need to rush back to work! LOL~ Ppl with camera, pls bring ur camera along! Hhaahahas~
