Friday, October 2, 2009 ' 7:00 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥
Before I start my post, let me warn you 1st! This gonna be a damn fking long post!!!
Suddenly, im having the urge to blog this morning in e office. Okay, early in the morning, reach-ed office, switch on my desktop. 1st thing = check gmail! LOL!! As i sent my client some email via gmail~ So got to check if she replied my email. To my surprise, e 1st thing i saw in my gmail was email notification from facebook! Had a look at e msg, saw a familiar name.. JxxxxTxx! (Joan Tan, u better dun claim that JxxxxTxx is you!!!) LOL!! Anw, the client din reply to my email.
Usually, I'll be very happy/excited whenever I saw that name appears in my gmail. Becux it means that he tag/comment me in facebook! =) Apparently, for this time round, im neither happy nor excited! Im worried, im still feeling sad! Im worried that I might be reading something similar again! Im sad becux I want no mre quarrels! But mainly becux I still felt hurt even until today.. Whatever things you said that night in msn & hp msg-es! It affects me + hurts me alot!!! Even till now, after I have cool down, I still thinks that im not at fault at all. I dun think that im thinking too much! Bits by bits, lil by lil! Im giving you up. Its Hard!!! But im learning~ You nvr knw how much tears i've shed for you for e past 2 months! You nvr knw how hurtful your words are that night! You nvr realize you always hurt me unknowingly! You'll nvr understand why am I so particular about that "few words". To you, it may be jst a few words. To me, I saw e differences between me & her!!! F3/4
No matter how much I misses you, am trying very hard not to msg you! Or even tag you in facebook! When you're online in facebook, I'll go watch Tv. I'll stay away from my laptop! & when you're not in facebook, I'll be back to play my games! Whenever I see you online in msn, I'll force myself to shut down my laptop within 30mins & off to my bed!
Im trying my best to keep a distance away from you. Becux this is what you wan! This is what you mentioned in e conversation/quarrel we had in msn that night! This is what I understand from your words! Sigh!
To Be Continue.. ...
Im back to continue my post. Anw, Im super duper lazy to upload photos here~ So if you wanna see those pics I took during Super Import Night 2009, kindly visit my facebook & check it out! LOL~ Dun tell me you dunno my facebook link! If you are able to read this blog, meaning you should knw my facebook link too! =.=
1st October '09
Happy Birthday to Gwen! Jst got to knw her not long ago~ She's my dasao friend & now, she's my friend too.. LOL! A very friendly girl! & her birthday falls on e Children's Day! Meaning, forever, Gwen will be 长不大的大孩子! LOL! Jst kidding~ May all your dreams come true! =D
Shall not blog about work! Cux whole day was damn boring + busy! After work, rush-ed home! Waited for Jon to come back from 7-11 with Ahgong. We headed dwn to SengKang to pick Fen up! On e way to SK, TPE was having serious traffic jam. WTF? TPE also will jam de meh? Called Sheena to ask if she wanna eat anything from Compass~ Cux Tampines food I eat until super sian liao! She said she & korkor wants nth from there, so we ended e conversation. Few minutes ltr, Edward called said they'll be joining us for dinner at CP. "Shop" around, had our dinner at Yoshinoya~ While waiting for our food, Me & Fen went popular to look for some puzzle games book. But couldnt find e 1 i wanted. Went 7-11 with Fen to buy ciggs! She was walking so slow that I keep KP her! Also dunno how I started e conversation of buying ciggs kena check IC! Was mocking at her on e way to 7-11. I forget what she replied me & I actually answered back, lucky im not like you! Buy ciggs still kena check IC.. Xia suay~ Already 20 years old liao still kena check! Heng im not like you! I wont get check now~ Before I could finish my last sentence, i had this feeling! I mst swallow back my last sentence~ LOL! So, i swallow back my words! And went in 7-11 to buy ciggs for Fen. _|_ That cb manager check limbus de IC!! Nabus~ So I lan lan, got to show her my IC! CB Fen was laughing all e way back to Yoshinoya!
After dinner, sent Fen back to SK home to pack her stuffs~ As we're sending her back to Wj's place~ When she's packing her stuffs, heard her conversation with her Dad. Her Dad damn cute lah! LOL~ Imagine when you're talking to your Dad & he replied you in an ACT CUTE tone! ROFL~ Nth much happen after that. Oh Ya!!! Korkor requested me & Sheena to buy him a dunno what brand de watch! Which cost around 520,000 pounds? Even its in SGD! You think e both of us can afford? LOL! My korkor is also very cute at certain times~ LOL! Opps~ >.<
30 September '09
Belated Birthday Treat for my Mummy! Edward, Sheena, Jon, Roy, Ahgong & Mummy not forgetting me too! =D 7 of us ate S$180!! Themes for e night, Seafood! My pocket burnt 1 big big HOLE!!! >.< F3/4! LOL!! Nvm, once in a year! So long as everyone enjoyed, that's e most important thing. ^^
29 September '09
Fen bought MHK for me! Hehehehees~ Thanks Sis!!! ^^ Fen slack at my place for awhile & went back Wj house! That's all I could remember~
28 September '09
Early in e morning wake up already not feeling well! Was thinking maybe should be nvr rest early/well e last night! As I slept around 4am! Dont wanna elaborate why! (Anw, a million thanks to Fen! Thanks for "running" all e way down to Mac to cheer me up! & to lend me your shoulders to cry~ LOL! But e moment i see you, I jitao cannot cry anymre! Whole night no mre tears!! LOL~)
Reached office, stone awhile! Do my work! Suddenly felt a sharp pain in e chest! Its hard to describe e pain! Feels like kena electrical shock! & soon after e sharp pain, e pain would spread to my left hand! This time round, its e veins that hurts! The pain would last around 10sec each time! & that's not e end of my torture! My left hand would feels numb & weak after that! Something like your hand was paralyze? The feeling simply jst SUX! Got to visit e doc soon if the pain still persist! >.<
Suppose to bring Mummy go Amara Hotel for International Buffet! Jio xiaoYenLeng & Ros along~ End up, that gentleman insisted of settling e bills! So had to find some other day to treat Mummy liao. F3/4 I dunno isit becux of my health or is e food there really drop standard! I nearly vomited after my lunch! When i only ate so lil things~ >.< After work, met Fen at Tmall for mooncake shopping & Fish n Co~ Was craving for that weeks ago~ Shall not mentioned Goodwood Park mooncake here anymre! DULAN~ Dunno for what fucking cb reason, spend so much money on that fucking nice mooncake yet still wanna give it to some bloody idiots who dunno how to appreciate things at all! WASTE MY EFFORT bringing e mooncake back! CCB!!!
KEYAKI~ Im coming soon~ Min-er~ Tempted huh??? LOL
*Im planning for something as my bday present from myself to me this year* LOL
