Thursday, October 29, 2009 ' 9:57 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥
1st of all, thank you guys for all e wonderful surprises, presents & bday wishes. Though no matter how many times I told you guys i wan no celebration this year & keep telling my girls no hanky panky surprises frm you ppl. End up, you girls still gave me a wonderful night~ Really appreciate it alot. Thanks Fen for planning e surprises for me. Not forgetting e Mickey & my all time fav, ROYCE CHOCOLATE. (im sure im gonna go eat e chocolate to cheer myself up tonight.) Thanks Baobei for coming all e way dwn aft work. You mst be dead tired! & e Mickey!!! ^^v Thanks honey for coming & e perfume. Gd luck for your exams ltr on~ Thanks Min`er for e perfume & msg-ed with me e whole monday morning to cheer me up. Thanks girls for always be there for me whenever I needed you girls e most.
Sometimes, I would curse & swear to e god why mst he "torture" me in some sort of ways. Why should I go thru things whereby others will not go thru? Why is he taking lives away frm my love ones. Esp those who care & love me e most. Now, I thank god tt he gave me you ppl. Be it family or friends. Im so so fortunate to have you ppl in my life. I dun think I should be complaining hw bad my life has been. LOL~ Day by day, I understand tt all humans will leave e world some day. Its jst e matter of time & hw it happens. I used to believe tt when you gain something, you'll lost something in return eventually. Tt's how e world balance. But now, im gonna prove you wrong! I once did this~ I choose to gave up my friends when it comes to love. Cux of e stupid logic. Now, I have my friends back & im "happily" enjoying my 1-sided love for some *winkwinks* LOL~ I din lost anything at all. Im happy n contented with what im having now~ E gain/lost logic always happens in life, but tt doesnt means it happens all e time!
Anw, im blogging in e backward/rewind way. LOL~
26th Oct `09
Took half day leave, wanted to go shopping alone. But too bad. No money to shop. So gave up e idea & went home. Slept for e whole day~ woke up ard 7pm plus? Watch tv & play bejewel. Was waiting for them to buy food back for me. But none of them did so~ ROAR!! All bo xim. Opps~ LOL! Wanted to call saosao to dabao back for me, cux she went out to have dinner with gwen & "gangs". LOL~ But too late, she came back home mins ltr aft i finish showering. So hungry. Gwen came over as Jasper went chalet. Girls, always not interested in those guys topic esp when guys "gossip" among themselves. & guys always neglect their gf when they are too engrossed in their gossiping convo. ROAR~ *Attention to ALL GUYs, pls go do some self reflection* LOL~ Shenna jio-ed for MJ~ Lalalalas~ Play with Sheena, Gwen & AhFat(Jon). Whahahhahas~ Fen called ard 11.57pm. Said wanna be e 1st to wish me happy bday on my actual day. So we chatted on phone for awhile. & when im paying full attention to my mj game, suddenly she shouted, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESS". I was like huh? Oh, my bday liao huh. Oh thank you~ She seems so excited & high abt my bday. I dunno why~ LOL! Min was e 1st to msg me Happy bday. Hehehhes, followed by baobei, who gave me e most bday wishes! LOL~ Suddenly some1 frm behind started singing Happy bday to u~ When I look back, I was like wtf? Eh, not funny loh!! Surprises frm my family~ Hehehehhes! So xingfu right? Hahhhahas. (its my 2nd bday surprises alr) Can you imagine your whole family singing bday song for you? & i mean ALL! LOL~ Thank you so much for e surprises~ I made a wish tt night~ & it really comes true! I wish tt ahgong could discharge frm hospital asap & get well soon. Aft I made e wish, and when I was abt to cut e cake, Melvin stopped me frm doing so. He says tt I can only cut e cake 1/2. Cannot cut "all", arbo my wish will not come true. Den I oh~ Cut it e way he wan it to be. LOL. True enough, Ahgong got discharge e next day. Hehehehhes~ Zen & Jon forced me to do tt stupid stunt. & I got my nose n face with all creams. Nabus~ we started playing cream war! LOL. & I cried for 3secs~ Hahahhahas!! Aft eating e bday cake, we continued with our MJ session. Hahahhas. I won S$5!!! Wakakkakakas~ E only winner~ LOL!
Edward din manage to make it for my surprise bday celebration. Cux he was busy with his work stuffs. You cant probably to ask him come home celebrate bday with me when his boss is still in workshop working right? LOL!! He sent me a sms before Gwen came over. & tt msg made me cry. >.< Its only a simple msg, yet I felt e love I thought I once lost it. When my ahma was gone, when dad left & when 3shu papa died~ Tt simple lil msg made me feel so warm tt I knw I still have this Big Brother by my side no matter what happen. Cry baby right? Hahhhas~
Aft replying e msg, I went over to kor's room. 1st thing Gwen saw me, she asked, eh, u jst finish bathing or jst finish crying? I was like.. ... Huh? Oh, bathing! LOL~
Thanks saosao & Gwen for rushing all e way dwn to Compass pt to buy me tt small lil bday cake. Hahahhash~
Thanks Korkor & saosao for e bag~ I love it so much!!!! Wahahhahhas~
25th Oct `09
Woke up ard 10plus am? Went over to Bedok interchange wet market for bfast. But my fav Kuay Chap "nvr open". WTF? Rest on Sunday? KNS~ Change-d venue to Sempang Bedok for Yong TauFoo. Yummy Yummy. Simply jst love e ladies finger there. Woowhoo~ After our brunch, we dabao food for ahgong, so went hospital to look for him. Aft tt, all went home~ Hehehehhes! Its time for me to slp agn~ As I only slept for less den 4hours tt night. >.< Gonna be panda soon~ Edward woke me up ask me get prepare n go out for dinner. We went Geylang Lor27A for You Tian Da Wang. We ordered Mee sua, Rou yuan, Carrot cake & xiaolongbao.& of course, Soya bean milk~ Seriously, only e carrot cake & meesua are edible, pls do not try e rest. You'll sure regret for life~ If you have ever tried e rou yuan frm tw. Then, you better dun even take a look at it. E taste jst simply sux. Not nice~ But still, I finished up e whole rou yuan. Cux its Pork! LOL~ E xiaolongbao taste even worst. Dry dry hard hard de. Machiam stone like tt. Roar! Korkor wanted to eat something else, so we headed over to~ Dunno whr. I only knw we ate Pig's organ soup! My FAV agn~ Yummy Yummy~ Hehehehehs! After dinner, its time for shopping. Went Mustafa to shop shop awhile. Saw my Puma & Adidas watch. But too bad, all guys design. My hand too small liao~ All those nice watches are too big for me to wear. Nabus~ Before gg home, went nearby to buy ka tou jian for mummy~ One of my Fav agn! OMFG~ its damn nice lah~
24th Oct `09
Steven Junior msg-ed me. Ask whether wanna join him for movie den go club. Couldn't make it for dinner as at hospital visiting ahgong & still gonna shop ard for black pants with Shenna for korkor. Went home to get ourselves prepared. Sheena got to attend Edmund's wedding dinner. As I got to rush to Bugis for dinner with SJR n gangs. Initially, we're suppose to give Lydia a belated surprise bday party. End up.. ROAR!!!! Jierong came with a bday cake. & I was kindda ½ shock to e tt cake. I only expect some surprises frm Junior's n gangs. But din knw tt Jierong was involve. Louis was there too. He claims tt he jst happens to pop by. Cux all his frenx are at Rebel. Well, I was really shock when I saw him there. But den, who cares~ Cyrus msg-ed me & said he'll try to come dwn. As he still needs to study for his exams. Was thinking he wont be coming cux we change-d venue to Ratchada 1-2hours ltr. & he seriously needs to study for his exams. Hey, dun fail ur exams hor. I dun wanna be responsible for it. LOL~ JK!!! Before we left Lunar, we had e cake cutting ceremony. LOL~ After tt, we went to Ratchada~ Another surprise tt night was, I saw Cyrus there! @ Ratchada. LOL~ Jierong n Louis went outside to bring him in. He din say he's coming. So, I shall treat him as another surprise. Steven Junior went off early tt night. & we went for supper at Boon Tong Kee. >.< Jierong insisted of eating supper, so did Cyrus. Who keep asking me whr's his slice of bday cake. Told him he was late, n din inform me tt he's coming. So din dabao for him before we left Lunar. LOL~ Den he says, no bday cake har.. Nvm~ Eat supper with us loh! Jierong was like. Ya loh yah loh~ Sigh! Got to guai guai follow them go eat supper. BUT!!! I only drink a can of Green tea in e end. Hahahs! Really no appetite to eat. So I seated there to watch Shuyi, Jierong, Louis & Cyrus enjoying their supper. LOL! Felt very uneasy, esp when some1 said something like, aiyah, its fated lah! Regarding some certain things. But soon aft, im okay~ Cyrus sent both me & Shuyi home. Thks a lot. & really really, thank you guys for coming all e way dwn jst to surprise me n cheer me up. Was really touched when Jierong went to so many places to find bday cake for me. & when Cyrus throw his exam materials aside & come all e way dwn to celebrate my bday with me. Though we only knw each other not long. Or rather knw each other for 2 wks, & we only chatted with each other for only A NIGHT! LOL~ Thks Shuyi for planning everything for me. Thks Louis for e bday cake too. & Jierong, really really thank you for everything. To msg silver, though she cant make it. To msg Cyrus, n tt yummy bday cake! XieXie~ All e best this sat yea~ Will try my best to go dwn to support you!
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Shouldnt have expected anything frm you. Cause in e end, e mre i expect, e mre disappointed I'll be. Anw, im used to this feelings. So yah, its jst another day of life.
To be continue.. ...
