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Thursday, July 2, 2009 ' 9:11 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't miss those times ♥

i've got lots of things to rant.. whr should i start? after today's post, i think all my friends will give me a gd scolding bahh~

i dun care this post, Sheena, Edward, Melvin or even other ppl in my family read this post.. i dun give a damn anymre.. i jst need a place to rant/chant..

i jst dun understand, why am i always e 1 kena FUCK for nth.. u ppl dun dare to call Edward, so, i shall do e job? end up, im e 1 being Fuck. no matter what happens, am always e 1st 1 to see ppl's attitude.. jst becux i wanna be my ahgong's filial granddaughter, doesnt means u ppl can take advantages of me.. jst becux im e "youngest", i dun get the chance to voice out wat i wanna say..

i always have to accommodate to you ppl.. u guys wanna enjoy ur fucking durians, go ahead.. i nvr stop u ppl from eating ur fave.. but do u guys always have to choose e timing whr im having dinner with u ppl? "ahgal, u go to e park or anywhere to walk walk 1st.. ltr den come back find us." excuse me, im not ur dog.. IDIOTS..

i dun eat durian, u ppl have lots of comments!! "ahgal, if u cant tolerate e smell of durians, how are u gg to survive in this world? hw are u gg to find a bf next time? U CANT SURVIVE IN THIS SOCIETY!!"

FUCKERS, ur bloody own son also dun eat durians, why do u have to comments on ME only? why dun u eat durians infront of ur son? or even say tt to ur son? jst becux ur SON will show attitude.. jst becux ur son gt BULLS TEMPER.. tt's why u dun dare to say him? wat do u mean by, i cant survive in this world/society? no bf? HEY, ur son is 28 years old now.. n he SURVIVED till now!!! he also can find a gf n is gg to get married coming sept, why cant i? AT LEAST I STILL GOT 8 YEARS TO LIVE.. im only 20 now..

after work, am already damn tired, got to eat dinner with ahgong.. fine, i dun mind.. but when u ppl appear, there goes my day. if i look tired, u ppl will start to say becux i dun wanna slp at night, i wanna be like an owl, SERVE ME RIGHT.. blah blah blah~ HEY, im working much mre harder den your daughter who's working in e same company as me.. i got to work in e morning, study at night.. i got to eat dinner with my ahgong evyday.. u think i superwoman, wont get sick or even tired? SERVE ME RIGHT? after i explain to u tt i din stayed till late night den go bed, ohs.. there goes ur reply.. "really meh? so gd girl? okay loh.. u gt so guai de meh" WTF? i slp early also cannot?

i jst dun understand, wat's e meaning of accompany ahgong eat dinner.. ahgong wanna eat this, u all wanna eat tt.. den give my ahgong lanjiao bin.. ahfk.. i dun wanna comment much on this anymre..

jst becux my name is not Edward Xu, doesnt means u can Fuck me upside down..

YOU, as my mum.. only knw how to ask me to keep quiet.. dun show attitude.. when ur slibbing are commenting abt me, where were u? u always tell me, they are ur elders.. YOU MUST RESPECT THEM.. i give them e respect, doesnt means they will respect me back.. sometimes, it jst break my heart whenever u told me abt e generation thing.. "i really dunno wat's on u ppl (this generation) mind.. u ppl are behaving frm bad to worst.. SO RUDE!!" excuse me MDM KOH, even if they're at wrong, u will still ask me to keep quiet.. dun make things worst.. den.. end up? MY FEELING GOT WORST..

YOU PPL LOST UR BROTHER, GRANDMOTHER.. wat abt me? i've lost my UNCLE & GREAT-GRANDMOTHER TOO.. e pain u ppl are gg thru now, im gg thru too.. it doesnt means tt if u knw this person longer, e mre u cant take his/her death.. i also lost some1 i love alot..

I LOVE HIM MRE DEN U PPL DO.. he's better den my dad.. he love me mre den u ppl do.. he's e 1 who will bring me for Mac bfast early in e morning 7am. he's e only 1 who will stand on my side no matter wat happen.. he's e 1 who will always give me a hug frm behind n say, "ahgal, dun care abt wat other ppl say, u always got sanshu to support u.." he's e only 1 who will joke with me in e family.. he's e only 1 who will cook all my fave dishes for me to eat.. he's really e 1 standing at my side when i quarrelled with my dad few years back.. u ppl only want me to call him DAD during tt time. MY sanshu is e 1 who told me, "Jess, dun force urself if u cant do it.. but still, i really hope u will call him DAD, cux i dun wan other ppl to comment on u.." i can smile everyday, but tt doesnt means i can take his death so easily.. i will NEVER forget hw sad he look in my dreams..

sanshu, where r u now? why arent u protecting me anymre.. u dun love me anymre?
sometimes, i jst feel like u ppl are really forcing me to do things i hate to do now.. i dun mind wearing jackets everyday.. jst dun force me anymre.. i knw hw to cut myself with penknife without leaving scars.. i enjoy e pain, when u take ur keys to hurt urself, n a lighter to burn on e scars on ur hand.. e sensation.. u will nvr knw.. i've always have e urge to do this, whenever im feeling down.. i really cant take it anymre..

forget it, all e unfair things, i can never finish in this post..

is time to standby e keys n lighter.. i rmb e last time i hurt myself damn jialat.. is when Jerry broke off with me.. i will never forget e expression on Edward's face when he saw those scar.. it makes me feel so happy when some1 look so pain when they saw those scars there.. tt's e only way to torture u ppl when im left with nth..







THAT LADY

Jesslyn is all u need to knw~
ima-bytch
27oct`89 - 22yrs`old !!
im not as sweet as u think, so dun mess with me~ im warning you!
Martell is not my fav, but definitely my BEST FRIEND~
jst leave me alone, if u dun LOVE me ..
To be continued here ..

SHE WANTS

MICKey, mickEY & mre MICKEYSSSS ~
최강창민
More time with my bytches
MORE sense of security
new tops/bottoms
Heels/boots
iPhone 3GS
iPhone 4
Samsung Galaxy S
Gucci "Lovely"
LV neverfull
Dior wallet
Dior new edition wallet
HongKong Trip ! Again ! *hehehees*
Taiwan Trip ! Again ! *shopping*
Korea Trip !!! *PJS* ♥
More $$ for me to shop =P
To be with my LOVES one!
i jst wanna be love-d ♥

SCREAM;TALK




THE SWEET ESCAPE

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